42 : Fermions

I watched this one movie. Well I'm still watching it, it's a very happy movie with a happy ending to all but along the way they face very hard and challenging obstacles.

This one girl, she was in love with this guy. They had amazing times being together. They went out together, and share most of the moments not only with themselves but also with all of their friends. But then distance separates them. They didn't let it be a reason, everyday they would talk to each other. At least a message to know the other was doing alright. Suddenly he began to act differently for a long time. She trusted him with all her heart, and so the probability of a third person to involve was out of the question. She went to see him after so long not being able to even hold his hands. She was very happy. So did he. But she found out the truth. The ugly truth that she wished she would never have encountered it. She mentioned to him before "I can't accept only one thing about a guy, and that is being a cheater.". She's been fooled. Her heart was crushed and her life was crumbling down. After a month, she stopped crying. Lifting herself up, she started a new life. A better and a merrier one.

The other girl, was in love with a guy who belongs to someone else. She didn't plan this to happen but it did. She said no to her feelings, because it is not fair to the other girl who is waiting for the guy to come back home. Being a normal typical guy, he confessed his feelings to her. She didn't response, "This is wrong", she thought to herself. But deep inside of her, her heart smiles, but not for long. He confronted her again, saying that this could not continue. No matter how much he loves her, how much he cares for her, he will always choose the girl who is waiting with hope for him to return. She understood, she smiled, she laughed. "I wish for your happiness with her". In her room, she cried badly. Hating him for stealing her heart and throwing it away. No more wake up calls from him, no more seeing him, no more "me & you". But she's strong, she knows she's better than this. She said to herself "I will cry tonight. I will scream tonight. I will look at your pictures tonight. I will read your messages tonight. But tomorrow is a new day and tomorrow I won't do what I'm doing tonight. I will forget you and become a happy person just like before, knowing the right person is waiting for me somewhere. Only time will bring him to me". And that's what she did.

Another person was with this guy for such a long time. They have been together for nearly 2 years. They were very happy doing everything together. And I mean every single thing. From doing homework to buying shoes, from eating lunch to going out for a movie. The only thing that was bothering her was his temper. Whenever he's angry, he would forget everything about them and acted according to his feelings. She didn't mind, knowing that their love was stronger than ever and this small thing would not be the reason to end their love. But one day he was crossing the line. Saying "We are not meant for each other" broke her heart. She cried and cried. She said "I'm not taking this anymore" and began ignoring him. At one point, he wanted her back but she said no. She was sure with her answer. However the world has a funny way to turn things around at you. 1, 2, 3, 4 months passed and now she's missing him more than ever. She keeps reminiscing their memories and tries to win him back. He's not showing interest, but he's not turning his back. She knows it's not him to be blamed for, she was stupid to let him go. But she knows everything happens for a reason, and that there must be a reason for this to happen the way it did. She's not giving up, but she's not chasing. "If you're meant for me, then we will be together. I don't need to rush or force things to happen". Putting everything aside, she focuses on her future and enjoy each moment with everyone around.

Now isn't that an amazing movie. Everyone managed to face the challenges in life and now happiness is chasing them. It's not the end of it yet, but so far they all look happy. Don't assume these are all about me, like I said, it's a movie. :)

CherryBee xx