60 : Summertime

It's been a while since I last posted here. It says there April 9th was the last one. Nearly 2 months eh. I don't really know where to start. A lot of exciting and amazing things happened and it will take forever to write them all. In short, it has been a blast!

The final exams were alright, got my results back and so far everything looks good. Two more courses with pending result though. So after the exam, we all had crazy times going here and there, not to mention the amount of money used in such a short time! But hey, I figured we all deserved it considering the exhausting period we've been through. I occured to me that while the exam was still going, I still managed to have fun at the same time and I think that's important. Balance.

I'll upload some pictures, if I remember to, to show a little thing or two of things we did. Next in store, Carassauga. It's a cultural event in Mississauga and it's happening next week. I wasn't thinking of joining but I guess something happened and I was like "okay sure thing". Lol. Well at least I get to learn this Malay traditional dance that I'll be performing during the event. Yay! Although I do have a sign "Caution: I can't dance" hanging all over me. :P I will try my best however!

So Farhanah left for Malaysia yesterday, aah the agony. Lol that's a bit too dramatic but yeah I always hang out with her in the house so it feels different, of course. On top of that I can't go visit Deela because the flight is too expensive and she has like 4days of classes in a week (during summer)!! But either way, I'll see you all at home alright. We gonna go for "bukak puasa" one of these days alright? Insyaallah. :)

Today I'm just relaxing in my crib watching movies and enjoying my own cooking and baking. Damn, I promised myself to lose weight this summer. Okay change of plan -> lose weight in Malaysia. Haha. So yeah a day alone in the room is not that bad, I actually needed that. I can't remember when was the last time I spent a day without leaving the house.

Oh I started playing League of Legends and it's actually quite good. Well I'm a noob still, but I'm enjoying it! Pfft you game freak people can definitely beat me in like 5minutes or less. Lala.Oh and I played Fifa the other day defeating the Hollywood St's all time champion! How the heck did that happen! OMg I felt so superior. Haha. And defeated this guy in a shooting game too. I know I only won because I had awesome team but regardless, a win is a win! Tee hee.

Until then, K.I.S.S.! everyone!

Stay vogue.

CherryBee xx

59 : Keep Your Zip Closed

So apparently this guy told my friend he didn't have any girlfriend although she asked him many times. Then suddenly his friend blurted out in front of her to him saying "Oh so how's your girlfriend?". She was like what the eff man! He didn't even have the guts to make eye contact with her and now he's trying to avoid seeing her. Obviously she is so upset knowing she was "the other girl" because she would never ever do that. Some guys. Bleaghh.


" A lot of people out there are really good at hiding things and making it seem like everything is normal so you don't suspect anything. Usually things don't work out, not because of the cheating situation. It could just be compatibility. A lot of times you just have somebody in your life because you feel like you need someone in your life. You feel like you need a girlfriend or a boyfriend. Those are your own insecurities.


When you truly truly love somebody, and it's a healthy love, you always want to make sure you're healthy yourself before entering a relationship and give that person your time. That's why they call it dating. Dating doesn't mean we're sleeping together. Dating doesn't mean I'm your girlfriend, you're my boyfriend. It means that we are exclusively dating each other trying to get to know each other, figure out each other's personalities, see if we click, if our morals are intact - all those things. And then you can graduate to the next level of the relationship."


Like seriously, if you're not ready and can't commit to someone, then don't be in a relationship. It's that easy. Thank god my friend found out earlier. I'm the type that when I like/love someone, I will only like/love that person. And it's hard for me to just let our memories fade away like that. But I mean I'm glad and happy now. Although we don't talk face to face anymore, sometimes we talk on msn or ym or something and it feels good. But yeah I know some guys are just plain A-holes, but most of them are nice especially the guys here in Mac.


Study Math everyone! Freaking hard I'm telling ya. Keep smiling people. (^.^)V


CherryBee xx

58 : Stalk

I admit, I stalk your facebook. A lot. Haha. But hey that's like the only way for me, isn't it? Lol. No worries, no harm done, just clicking and reading. I am so tempted to "write something here" and "share". In the mean time, I'll just stay low and act like nothing happened. Tee Hee. Goddamn it, stop daydreaming. Lab report due in one day. Pffttt.

CherryBee xx

57 : Tik Tok

Clock is ticking, it's almost time. It's so near, I can feel it's coming. Please give me more time, I need it. But it doesn't work that way. I have to face it. Final exams, please be gentle with me. I have so many to study on, hopefully I can manage them all well.

Man this week is gonna be Crazee with capital E. I was exhausted from last week's activities and didn't even have time for proper sleeping. Gah, getting a bit cuckoo in the head from all the work. I wrote down all my assignments and lab report due dates and everyday is a due date until the last day of class, which is this Thursday. How am I gonna have any time to study then! My math is on Monday. Miracle I rarely ask for you, but please show up now. Please?

Putting all "the stressing out because it won't do any good" aside, last week was pretty awesome I must say. We had something to do everyday regardless of the work load, which is good for my self-entertainment but bad for my time management. Oh we had picnic last Friday. I baked for nearly 7 hours but it was worth it! I forgot to take pictures of my baking food though! Grrr. Nevermind can always bake them again. Wink*

I'm pretty sleepy now, so I should stop now and let these pictures tell the full story. In short, I enjoyed all of them so much! Goodnight Mac lovers. xoxo

I need to put this one up because it's funny. lol

3 in 1 game, totally a workout for all. Fun!

The "I'm such a badass" look.

Asian pose; PEACE!!

Kak Lynn looked so happy. Hehe.
Guess we will always haunt you.
Emo cover version! Family photo. A few people missing though.

CherryBee xx

56 : Company

Gurls only. Is anyone free between 1st May to approximately 7th May to travel to US? Please I need company because most of the girls are going to Halifax or going back home to Malaysia. Can anyone tell me ASAP? I want to book my ticket, if most of you guys are not free, I can just go alone, I'm fine with that. I wanna go watch Mayday Parade. I know this one person wants to come but he's a guy so it won't be appropriate to just be the two of us. Thanks. :) Wuv yaa all.

CherryBee xx

55 : Smoothie-mania

I love smoothies. Like seriously, I'm addicted to them. I gotta have it at least twice a week. But usually it will be 3 or 4. I mean it shoudn't be that bad considering it's all freshly blended fruits and I don't usually have other meal if I already had smoothie before. Why oh why do I love these kind of food. Because they're good! Duh.. Lol.

This Friday I gotta wake up early to bake. That's pretty hard. Haha. But either way, I'll get it done.

Oh I had a weird dream yesterday. It was so freakingly weird. I can't really remember in detail but something like this girl killed herself and was like haunting people. And I'm talking about an 8 or 9 year old girl. Then we were following this group of people by cars and got caught. A malay boy here was in that dream and he was telling to the other 3 gigantic guys to chase and hit me and my friends (whom I don't know). I was lucky to escape that, but then that little girl was haunting me everywhere. I got so annoyed I was like "omg go awayyy". Then suddenly I was jumping through people's fences and ended up in a house full of gays. Huh? I was like yay I'm safe because gay people are usually nice, but how the heck do I get out of here. Then my alarm woke me up. It was already 12pm. I got up and "Wow that was a nice dream, full of adventures". Okay time to bathe now. Lala~

Muahxoxo.

CherryBee xx

54 : That Day

Have you ever had that day where you feel like crying.
You can't find the true reason behind it but you just wanna cry.
I'm having that feeling now. I just can't find out why though.
It sucks because I'm gonna think about all the sad stuff while listening to very sad songs. Miserable at its best, What If, Meet Me Halfway, The Garden That You Planted, My Happy Ending, All I Have, You're Not Sorry, I miss You, and the list goes on and on.
I know I'll be a lot better when I wake up tomorrow because this is temporary, but eh I wish I can talk to someone now and just cry at the person. Weird eh. Goodnight.

CherryBee xx