What a mad world we live in

Little Saiful Syazani passed away 2 days after he was beaten by his own teacher (Ustaz) in a religious school. I do not wish to narrate the story here because it will only make me sad again. I'm writing this because somehow I can't accept the fact that this cruel action happens in this world. I got too emotional reading this that I teared up when reading the news. Yesterday I cried again for nearly one hour. It felt so personal. I had to call up 3 friends just to calm myself. It saddens me to see this boy had to go in such a cruel way. I was imagining what he was going through, his fear, and worse, the pain he was feeling. I was asking God please let his suffering at that time be just a moment. I feel like I wanna go back in time, save him and take him away from all the madness. How can people be such animals. The boy lost his mother when he was 3, and he was cared by his aunt. His life was short and very hard, but I know God loves you more, and I know you're in heaven now.

The guy who did this, a so called "religious teacher", I hope you know that God is fair and no matter how much you regret your action, you will have to pay for it. You accused the boy of stealing rm7. You accused him! You know what, confession 1, I stole some money too when I was maybe 9 or 10. I saw all my classmates had lots of pocket money and I only brought like rm1.50 to school. But I only took like extra rm5 from my mum's. But it was only for just a while, we were kids. That's why they are called kids, they can't think like we can. Plus I turned out well now. rm5 or rm7 isn't gonna make you a criminal. Killing someone who can't even fight back for his life, is More than a crime! You don't deserve to life, I hope the judge will prosecute you fairly. I wish you to die.

Little Saiful Syazani, I'm so sorry you had to go through such pain. I can never see any kid or animal gets abused. I have a little brother and even though I don't know you, I feel like you're a part of my family. I wish I could do something to stop this but I can't. And so I pray for you. Hoping you are happy now. Because I know even as I'm crying writing this, God is taking care of you.

Sabrina

010101: Futurama

Happy New Year! 2010 experience was honestly, Uh-maze-ing! But 2011 is more promising, hopefully. I'm so thankful I passed this one course that is so freaking hard. 50%-60% failure rate yearly with a class of only nearly 40 people is pretty scary. Thankfully, Alhamdullillah I made it. I have to be honest I didn't do well at all but not having to repeat the course is good enough. :)

Anyhow, Winter Break was awesome. I couldn't ask for anything more. Have to admit, everytime I say "Winter Break", there is this painful memories behind it, but we learn from the past and live for the present. I hope and wish everyone will have an amazing year ahead of them. Thanks to everyone who made this Holiday a memorable one especially Afian and Agnita! Heart you both!

Happy New Year and Stay In School People! Loves!

CherryBee xx

60 : Summertime

It's been a while since I last posted here. It says there April 9th was the last one. Nearly 2 months eh. I don't really know where to start. A lot of exciting and amazing things happened and it will take forever to write them all. In short, it has been a blast!

The final exams were alright, got my results back and so far everything looks good. Two more courses with pending result though. So after the exam, we all had crazy times going here and there, not to mention the amount of money used in such a short time! But hey, I figured we all deserved it considering the exhausting period we've been through. I occured to me that while the exam was still going, I still managed to have fun at the same time and I think that's important. Balance.

I'll upload some pictures, if I remember to, to show a little thing or two of things we did. Next in store, Carassauga. It's a cultural event in Mississauga and it's happening next week. I wasn't thinking of joining but I guess something happened and I was like "okay sure thing". Lol. Well at least I get to learn this Malay traditional dance that I'll be performing during the event. Yay! Although I do have a sign "Caution: I can't dance" hanging all over me. :P I will try my best however!

So Farhanah left for Malaysia yesterday, aah the agony. Lol that's a bit too dramatic but yeah I always hang out with her in the house so it feels different, of course. On top of that I can't go visit Deela because the flight is too expensive and she has like 4days of classes in a week (during summer)!! But either way, I'll see you all at home alright. We gonna go for "bukak puasa" one of these days alright? Insyaallah. :)

Today I'm just relaxing in my crib watching movies and enjoying my own cooking and baking. Damn, I promised myself to lose weight this summer. Okay change of plan -> lose weight in Malaysia. Haha. So yeah a day alone in the room is not that bad, I actually needed that. I can't remember when was the last time I spent a day without leaving the house.

Oh I started playing League of Legends and it's actually quite good. Well I'm a noob still, but I'm enjoying it! Pfft you game freak people can definitely beat me in like 5minutes or less. Lala.Oh and I played Fifa the other day defeating the Hollywood St's all time champion! How the heck did that happen! OMg I felt so superior. Haha. And defeated this guy in a shooting game too. I know I only won because I had awesome team but regardless, a win is a win! Tee hee.

Until then, K.I.S.S.! everyone!

Stay vogue.

CherryBee xx

59 : Keep Your Zip Closed

So apparently this guy told my friend he didn't have any girlfriend although she asked him many times. Then suddenly his friend blurted out in front of her to him saying "Oh so how's your girlfriend?". She was like what the eff man! He didn't even have the guts to make eye contact with her and now he's trying to avoid seeing her. Obviously she is so upset knowing she was "the other girl" because she would never ever do that. Some guys. Bleaghh.


" A lot of people out there are really good at hiding things and making it seem like everything is normal so you don't suspect anything. Usually things don't work out, not because of the cheating situation. It could just be compatibility. A lot of times you just have somebody in your life because you feel like you need someone in your life. You feel like you need a girlfriend or a boyfriend. Those are your own insecurities.


When you truly truly love somebody, and it's a healthy love, you always want to make sure you're healthy yourself before entering a relationship and give that person your time. That's why they call it dating. Dating doesn't mean we're sleeping together. Dating doesn't mean I'm your girlfriend, you're my boyfriend. It means that we are exclusively dating each other trying to get to know each other, figure out each other's personalities, see if we click, if our morals are intact - all those things. And then you can graduate to the next level of the relationship."


Like seriously, if you're not ready and can't commit to someone, then don't be in a relationship. It's that easy. Thank god my friend found out earlier. I'm the type that when I like/love someone, I will only like/love that person. And it's hard for me to just let our memories fade away like that. But I mean I'm glad and happy now. Although we don't talk face to face anymore, sometimes we talk on msn or ym or something and it feels good. But yeah I know some guys are just plain A-holes, but most of them are nice especially the guys here in Mac.


Study Math everyone! Freaking hard I'm telling ya. Keep smiling people. (^.^)V


CherryBee xx

58 : Stalk

I admit, I stalk your facebook. A lot. Haha. But hey that's like the only way for me, isn't it? Lol. No worries, no harm done, just clicking and reading. I am so tempted to "write something here" and "share". In the mean time, I'll just stay low and act like nothing happened. Tee Hee. Goddamn it, stop daydreaming. Lab report due in one day. Pffttt.

CherryBee xx

57 : Tik Tok

Clock is ticking, it's almost time. It's so near, I can feel it's coming. Please give me more time, I need it. But it doesn't work that way. I have to face it. Final exams, please be gentle with me. I have so many to study on, hopefully I can manage them all well.

Man this week is gonna be Crazee with capital E. I was exhausted from last week's activities and didn't even have time for proper sleeping. Gah, getting a bit cuckoo in the head from all the work. I wrote down all my assignments and lab report due dates and everyday is a due date until the last day of class, which is this Thursday. How am I gonna have any time to study then! My math is on Monday. Miracle I rarely ask for you, but please show up now. Please?

Putting all "the stressing out because it won't do any good" aside, last week was pretty awesome I must say. We had something to do everyday regardless of the work load, which is good for my self-entertainment but bad for my time management. Oh we had picnic last Friday. I baked for nearly 7 hours but it was worth it! I forgot to take pictures of my baking food though! Grrr. Nevermind can always bake them again. Wink*

I'm pretty sleepy now, so I should stop now and let these pictures tell the full story. In short, I enjoyed all of them so much! Goodnight Mac lovers. xoxo

I need to put this one up because it's funny. lol

3 in 1 game, totally a workout for all. Fun!

The "I'm such a badass" look.

Asian pose; PEACE!!

Kak Lynn looked so happy. Hehe.
Guess we will always haunt you.
Emo cover version! Family photo. A few people missing though.

CherryBee xx

56 : Company

Gurls only. Is anyone free between 1st May to approximately 7th May to travel to US? Please I need company because most of the girls are going to Halifax or going back home to Malaysia. Can anyone tell me ASAP? I want to book my ticket, if most of you guys are not free, I can just go alone, I'm fine with that. I wanna go watch Mayday Parade. I know this one person wants to come but he's a guy so it won't be appropriate to just be the two of us. Thanks. :) Wuv yaa all.

CherryBee xx